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my dear friend @marlenacantswim asked me to draw the TOS yaoi polycule and i want you to know this is what the whole show is like to me
#in many ways jim kirk as a character is like. what if laios touden was in starfleet#i would really like to see that actually i think laios would have a great time in star trek#just a very autistic very asexual dude stuck in the horniest television show known to man#walking up to random aliens like hello sir do you have a cloaca :)#imagine him finding out about the concept of pon farr#‘chilchuck!! this lady said its pon farr night at the vulcan nightclub!!!’#chilchuck: 😐🍺🚬#anyway#mcspirk#i need to watch more tos i keep thinking about the episode where they steal spocks brain#good episode. great tv#star trek fanart#star trek tos#star trek the original series#jim kirk#s’chn t’gai spock#bones mccoy#spirk#love the fact that the only other ship name for kirk/spock is kock. this amuses me#noah.jpg#star trek
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Blue Stray on the brain…
First of prolly like. A billion pieces of fanart I want to draw for @tumble-witch ‘s Bread Girl AU!!!! I wanted to post a bunch at one time but I am so impatient lmao ITS BLUE STRAY HOURSSSS‼️‼️
Gotta draw Golden Beetle next I am 3-1 on Marinette vs Adrien drawings my boy needs some love 🙏🙏 (Im just a sucker for angst)
Went. Insane in the tags bc that’s the best way to yap 💖🌸
#the colours beat me up so bad#I referenced the ones from the Valentine’s Day comic bc they’re so pretty 😭🌸💖#one thing I rlly love about the hero designs in this au is simply that the hair is different#it’s such a small thing but it makes such a big impact#like the length of their hair is completely different to their civilian forms#it’s like they swapped lengths lmao which I’m assuming was on purpose#it makes it sm easier to suspend disbelief that nobody can tell their identies#past just miraculous magic and all#spinning this au in my brain so much#y’all don’t know how much swap aus excite me like#it changes the foundation of the media in such an interesting way without changing the core concepts#ITS SO NEATTTTT#I’ve been brainrotting over bread girl au sm lol#just as much as my s and sh swap au#I’ve just been working on this whilst watching canon miraculous and going ooooo I wonder how that would go in bgau#help me/silly#rainy art#I keep forgetting that tag 💔💔💔#I don’t even know if that IS the tag 😭😭😭#I hope this looks alright I’ve been staring at it for. too long.#I started colouring it last night but it wasn’t looking good so I waited till today to finish it#helped a lot‼️‼️‼️‼️#I GOTTA DRAW BLUE STRAY MORE SHES SO CUTEEEE 💖💖🌸🌸🌸#silliest girl ever (she will face the horrors)#okay I will cease my yapping now otherwise I WILL go on forever and ever
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It's a pretty cool name.
Loki + the progression of saying Mobius' name for @percheduphere
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#tysm for the amazing request because GOD did making this hit harder than i'd even expected??#like it's kind of a given mobius fell first#but i've been so swamped all month i basically only had time to finish maybe a gif per night#and let me tell you watching loki progressively fall harder with each and every scene was uh. an experience all right 🙃😳#in S1 loki's so obviously trying to keep their guard up until mobius gets pruned protecting them and it's like a switch flips#the walls come down and you see the power of being believed in the pure RELIEF mobius' presence brings#how much he's valued and needed and LOVED as loki tries to hold him close only to lose him again and again#leading to desperation building until the only option left is to sacrifice everything not realizing now they're both left wanting#y'all i'll never recover 😭#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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was watching apocalypse with my brother and once the cerebro scene popped up he was like 'charles has a helmet like erik, only instead of keeping people out, he tries to reach out and connect with others' like guys i need to bash him with a rock
#xmen#xmen apocalypse#xmen movies#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#is this cherik. probably#snap chats#GENUINELY what is his deal#'snap i thought you were watching x2' and i finished it and then my bro came up so i decided to rewatch apocalypse while he was here#hello chat. im aware the people enjoy my brother's quotes so here i am sharing another as it has damaged my brain#GUYS I HATE MY BROTHER WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING THIS SHIT BEFORE I CAN THINK IT#so real tho ..... also i may be drunk so maybe im more emotional about this revelation than i should be but still#basic observation im aware but still ... doesnt become less wack when you say it out loud ....#thats so fucked ... i mean 'people' being charles but still ... why would you say that#i still have some of my whiskey left so im gonna pound it and then drink some water and probably cry myself to sleep#or ill doodle a sketch idk. im inspired.#for now good night !!!!!!!!!!!!! all my brother does is accidentally inflict psychic damage upon me#AGAIN you never expect it from your brother but thats what makes it esp whiplash inducing .......
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2 arts plus some doodles
#🌐jack art#kevin spencer#kevin spencer fanart#kevin spencer fandom#my art#art#digital art#last night on family guy brian griffin died#gahhhh i started posting to instagram and i keep accidentally typing my hashtags without spaces fuck my stupid baka life#the 2nd art was based on a photo i took of my friend posing outside of an AA meeting place that was at a place we used to meet up at#also i got done watching through KS for the first time a bit ago and mannnn the ending fucked me up so bad its not even funny#i need to do my schoolwork now so goodbye#i need christmas break to come now instead of later#i need to start drawing on my laptop the screen burn-in on my phone is horrendous
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Glammike but a kid should go up to Freddy during a Meet-N-Greet and mention something about playing catch with their dad and then Freddy looks them dead in the eyes like "haha I never played catch with my dad :3" before 4 beats of silence pass through that entire greenroom and bro gets looks from everyone send tweet
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#silly salvaged au#glamrock freddy#The in universe lore heads are gonna go craaaazy with this one#where are the video essays dissecting the mascot character lore#It would be kinda funny because everyone would catch on that a lot of those “breaking character” moments would happen more often like#on the topic of a father soooo.....people may just think that the CHARACTER of Freddy is fatherless 😭#Wheres the Video theory essays like “Freddy Fazbear's story is DARKER than you'd think....”#Wait isn't Glamrock Freddy like supposed to be the SON of Classic Freddy in the Mascot lore 😭😭😭#CRYINGGGG YOU THINK PEOPLE HAD THE SAME REACTION TO WHEN IT WAS REVEALED AANG AVATAR WAS A BAD DAD 😭😭😭#“OG FREDDY WOULD NEVER !!!! THIS IS FLANDERIZATION OF HIS CHARACTER!!”#guys please hes not talking about Classic Freddy hes just getting flashbacks to the bad man guys pls-#Freddy Fazbear just occasionally saying the most concerning thing is so funny to me😭#Some kid and their sister are coming up to him for an autograph and hes like#“haha! have fun now! and you--you watch your sister okay. .... :3”#not ominious. not ominous at aaaaall#ough he probably HATES seeing anyone get locked outside of the building 😭😭#that as well as children being on their own#Younger Siblings getting picked on by their older ones (Bonus points if its both brothers)#Parents generally just not keeping an eye on their kidssss 😭#The bear having trauma before he even knows he does is a very fun concept to me if you couldnt tell giggles#tag rambles! theyre fun lol
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wip wednesday thursday
tagged by @tizniz @bidisasterevankinard @spotsandsocks @hoodie-buck @weewootruck thank you 💖 tagging y'all back for friday lol
(I was so sure it's still Wednesday and only checked after I prepared the post so fuck it, posting it now lol)
don't look at me, I started another bucktommy wip 🙈 istg these two inspire me like no other ship ever has lmao the problem is i can't finish anything bc I constantly have new ideas
this one is inspired by mgk's song "twin flame" bc it was stuck in my head and it makes me think about the invisible string theory, and I'm a little insane about them clearly haha - I have most of the dialogue outlined so now I just gotta write the fic around it and hopefully it'll be done soon and I can get back to all the other ones lol I feel like for each writing game i post a snippet of something totally different 🙈
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He’s so focused on admiring every little feature of his boyfriend’s face, thinking about how much he loves him and wants to spend forever with him, he startles when suddenly Tommy turns his head, his blue eyes on Buck now, smiling softly.
“You okay, baby?” he asks, a hint of concern audible.
“Yeah.” Buck smiles, his hand on Tommy’s chest tracing small patterns on his pec over the fabric of his t-shirt. “All good.”
“You sure? I’ve felt you stare at me for like ten minutes straight.” Tommy raises an eyebrow.
“Can’t I admire my hot pilot boyfriend for a minute?” Buck answers and adores the blush on Tommy’s cheeks, the sound of his laughter filling him with warmth and affection
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no pressure tags for friday!: @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @loserdiaz @ladydorian05 @diazpatcher @monsterrae1 @spagheddiediaz @rainbow-nerdss @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @bucks-daddy-issues @rogerzsteven @giddyupbuck @honestlydarkprincess @911-on-abc @jesuisici33 @steadfastsaturnsrings @buddieswhvre @fortheloveofbuddie @daffi-990 @aroeddiediaz @thewolvesof1998 @exhuastedpigeon @underwaterninja13 @hippolotamus @your-catfish-friend @dangerpronebuddie @loveyouanyway @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples @kinard-buckley @evansboyfriend @bucked-it-up
#wip wednesday#wikiangela writes#bucktommy twin flames fic#fic snippet#my writing#my wips#911 fic#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#buck x tommy#bucktommy fic#firepilot#tevan#fireflight#kinley#the setting is: tommy's watching a movie and buck watches tommy instead of the movie lol#ill never stop referring to tommy as buck's hot pilot boyfriend btw#I keep a list of my wips and ideas and altogether there's 21 bucktommy ones - 4 of which are active wips 🙈#can my brain stop coming up with ideas until i write like half of these pls#i wonder if i'll finish the 7x10 coda before s8 at this point lmao#just a tiny snippet today bc i just started this last night and had a chaotic morning lol now off to work 🤣#me about to hit 'post': wait is it Wednesday? lmao what is time 🤣
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I always find it funny when I draw something and people are like Damn, I wasnt into this character before but after you drew them? Damn....
Feels like a small win. We did it, Karamatsu. We did it...
#dead moth thoughts#moth post#tee hee#i should go to bed#also thanks to everyone who still watch and follow me for my art#makes me happy since ive improved alot since i first started drawing for this fandom#man i dont even wanna look at my old art lol#but keep on trying ya'll#never give up#whatever it takes to keep you drawing#you keep drawing#excuse me while i go back to drawing karamatsu#ok that last tag was apparently used before#thats funny#haha anyway...im gonna go back to drawing Kara#hey so do you guys remember that blue night gown from the official ososan merch and art? where Karamatsu is wearing it?#what if i drew priest kara in that-#shot
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Do you guys think Odysseus refused to sleep for days after coming back to Ithaca because he was afraid of waking up back on Calypso's island and that him getting home had been just a dream
#personal#epic the musical#epic odysseus#I was just thinking about the fact that Odysseus stayed awake for NINE DAYS while guarding the windbag#and then I realized that after seven years trapped on Calypso's island finally being home would probably feel so unreal#and that brought me to imagine him laying awake at night next to a sleeping Penelope just watching her#taking her in#scared that he'll close his eyes next to her and he'll wake up back on that island#probably keeping this up day after day until he falls asleep/passes out one random day scaring the shit out of Penelope and Telemachus#damn that's fucking depressing innit
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Erikaaaaa!!!!! Congrats on the milestone bestie 🥰 Your art is amazing and always brings me such joy <3 I would like to request obanai from kny 🐍🤍
doodle request rules
HI ADRIENNE TYSM BESTIE!! waaahh you're so sweet 🥺
here he is! aaahhh I'm so excited to see more of him and the others very soon....
#Obanai Iguro#Iguro Obanai#Demon Slayer#Kimetsu no Yaiba#KNY#KNY fanart#Demon Slayer fanart#felfeitanporter#ask#luxites art#luxites doodles#I wasn't thinking of watching the upcoming movie premiere cuz#last year my parents came with me cuz they didn't want me to be alone and#omgggg it was late at night so I had to keep hitting my dad's arm to wake him up#cuz I didn't want others in the theater to deal with that cuz it's rude#BUT I HEARD THAT THEY SHOW MORE OF OBANAI AND SANEMI....#SO I'M LIKE OH NOOOOO...... I GOTTA WATCH IT#and just deal with making sure my dad stays awake
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life is so empty I wish I could watch all the Saw movies for the first time again so I could feel something
#the fact ill never be able to watch saw 2004 for the first time again is so evil and keeps me up at night#saw#adam faulkner stanheight#lawrence gordon#amanda young#john kramer#jigsaw#billy the puppet#saw x#saw movies#saw series
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"I will keep going forward, no matter how hopeless it might seem."
(please do not repost my art and just leave a link to it if you'd like to share instead, thank you!)
#shining nikki#sn nikki#my art#sn#nikkiverse#i drew this for an art contest#but i really drew it because i wanted to say something with its message#and because i needed a reason to paint something to practice my art style#lol#i tried to make it so even those who don't know its context could understand...at least a little bit#i've recently been watching Naoki Saito (an illustration advice youtube channel) and i've been wanting to try out the things i learned ther#this time i wanted to try conveying a concept/message just in 1 image alone#at first it was honestly more difficult than i thought i tried it for days#but nothing worked and when i finally did get the idea that became this drawing it was because i was thinking one night of how#nikki was someone who has failed thousands and thousands of times yet she never gave up#i admired that because i was thinking of how i just keep failing in my goals that night#that was when i thought i wanted to convey that strength that nikki has#that strength that i also wished to have#and that was when the concept just flowed to me like water so easily#isnt it strange that its only when i start to feel like theres something i want to say that i finally find the idea to express it#something so obvious that i don't even realize lol#for context this image is about someone who lived in a world operated by AI where all emotions and creativity are shut down and dominated b#AIs kinda like the current AI crisis in the art community#but this someone believed in a world with vivid color#and the heart that created such an imperfect yet beautiful world before AI dominated it#thats what i wanted to express#thanks for reading if anyone bothers reading my long rants lol :)
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ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed
ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them
and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it
and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it
so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

#vent#ig???????????#it's not even funny (it's a little funny) how the only reason i've like. thought about this was because i am becoming#more and more jealous of actors in the musicals i watch#greaseball when i get you. when i get you#like i know it IS possible play as male characters in musicals or something as a girl if i ever wanted to#but the thing is i want to look like them and sound like them and i want to be masculine#this is me questioning my gender on my fucking cats the musical tumblr blog everybody point and laugh#might delete later depending on how embarrassed i get ARGH#I FEEL SHEEPISH#had this in my drafts for a long time but i'm caving in and posting it because i had a bad night last night thinking abt it#and i need to know. also i'm lying in bed having to get up and i don't wanna so i'm making excuses#anyway again. i'm embarrassed feel free to ignore this is so stupid#ok. being brave about this#i don't like being negative on here. idk if it's negative but it might come off that way and i don't want to be awkward#also idk how sharing it here will help. but i don't really know what else to go to#if nobody got me i know tumblr got me can i get an amen#keep adding tags to this like it's going to change anything. post the damn thing idiot#why am i adding so many tags like i'm hyping myself up in the mirror JUST POST IT
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I absolutely LOVE the Squirtle/Wartortle illustrations by kantaro in Pokemon 151!
The Squirtle jumping so joyfully from the rock into the ocean, the colors are STUNNING! I love the contrast of the Squirtle's aqua blue framed in the vivid orange sky, the soft bit of blue reflecting in its shell and its tail just catching the sun, how little and squishy its body looks as it launches itself towards the water with such tremendous excitement!
The lineless style of the background gives me the feel of a travel poster and I sense the tropical environment around it from the rocks and trees framing the corners, the waterfall splashing with as much energy as the Squirtle!
The layered blues on the surface of the water and the bubbles rising at the corner make me FEEL the liquid rising to meet the Squirtle--I can just feel how the next moment it's going to break through and be immersed in a cool island swim!
And the Wartortle running along the sunset beach, this is somehow everything I always imagined for Wartortle! I adore the way the rich purple melts into the warm red/orange sky, the matching purple clouds and shadows in the foreground, and how the dimming sunlight glows red on Wartortle's deep blues!
I love how the yellow and orange of the sky illuminate the lapping waves, I can just feel the gentle motion of the sea at dusk. The aqua color of the ocean matches Wartortle's ears and tail and sets off the red-orange sand, I just love how the colors are here!
Wartortle looks so round and squishy, I love its happiness as it goes frolicking through the shallows, chasing the bubbles caught in the setting sun! The shine and deep shadow on its shell give it an almost jewel texture like real tortoise shell; I love the silhouetted splash Wartortle leaves as it goes running across the shore. It's so full of energy and delight at the end of a gorgeous day! The colors in these are SO vivid and harmonized and the style is so cute and bursting with energy and joy. I just LOVE it (also Squirtle is my starter)
#pokemon#pokemon tcg#long post#i have deep affection for bulbasaur as well though and i also love the bulbasaur/ivysaur cards in this set#i SO wish we'd gotten art of the final evolutions in the same style as the pre-evos' standard cards!!#(yes i do love the full art ones but i also love the illustrations on the standard cards!)#from the way the settings in these two were going; i would have imagined blastoise to be set at night (??)#i LOVE pokemon cards. i can't keep up with every set but i started collecting again now and then a few years ago#and 151 has really got me wanting the full set the way i haven't since childhood. SO many beautiful illustrations (but there always are)#it's like having little pieces of art of my favorite characters and it's only.. slightly... less expensive than actually commissioning ....#i KNOW it's less expensive to buy the individuals online but it's so much less fun#part of the fun is having YOUR own pokemon journey ((going to the store)) and seeing what YOU encounter ((when you open the pack))#i do buy them online sometimes but i usually dont form as strong associations with them as when i open a pack in a certain setting or place#i tend to try to save them to open right before a significant event like starting something new or a holiday. so that i form associations#and it's like 'oh that's the galarian obstagoon from when my mom came home for christmas'#and 'that's the snorlax who reassured me when i was hurt'#i don't buy them too often so i've got to make it count#anyway i know i should wait for the prices on this one to come down because it's absolutely ridiculous#i didn't buy anything at release because i was like $6 for one booster pack??? but i couldn't take just sitting and watching them sell out#i really like the poster because i can look at so many beautiful pictures all together#i could say stuff like this about literally every pokemon illustration (if i had time to write it out) and sometimes i've wanted to#i just chose these two because these are a couple of my original favorite pokemon and i just couldn't keep it to myself. i LOVE these
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i don't think i'll ever get over the comedic timing of being prepared to intubate an obtunded patient going into worse and worse shock on three pressors code cart in room pads on having like six people all staring at the vitals anxiously as this person might code at ANY MOMENT, me standing at the head of the bed ready to tube the second we have a safe BP and the nurse from two doors down comes into the room and says, 'hey doc, room x is in asystole' and just. walks away.
i'm just. standing there. peri-coding this patient. and i'm calling after him 'uh.... are they supposed to be?!'
absolutely insane delivery. no context no info just 'hey, btw this person's heart stopped. :) bye ' HELLO!?!
#last night was just. something out of a med drama/comedy#keep in mind that i'm. at the moment. spending no more than 2-3 shifts a MONTH in the ICU. on NIGHT SHIFT.#it has been a month. i walk in. 3 admits in past hour#one that hasn't been seen#need to eval her real quick. ok.#start my PM rounds. look at one of the 'admits' through the door#completely obtunded not moving not responding to sternal rub....like ok. not good.#ok. 'hey can i get an ABG and the bipap?' to RT. vitals ok for now but i just KNOW he's hypercapnic#keep rounding. come to panicked nurse#patient in horrible septic shock super young maxed on 4 pressors would like an art line and triple lumen.#ok. 'can you get the line cart? i'll stop by after we finish rounding if it can wait 10 more mins'#ok. we're downstairs. charge nurse gets called.#'um that patient thats obtunded their pH is 6.8'#'welp. thats not compatible with life. time to intubate.' i tell her the meds to pull and she runs ahead#SOMEONE ASKS ME TO TRANSITION INSULIN DRIP TO SQ IN THAT MOMENT?! its just like. bro. that can wait (i still do it)#now we're in the room. pushing meds. he's becoming shockier. .crash cart please. pads on just in case.#nurse comes in. just saying 'hey room x is in asystole' super casually. i'm like what#apparently they were on comfort care and it was expected#which is HOW HE SHOULD HAVE LEAD THAT SENTENCE?!? LMAO#listen. i did not sit down or start documenting for the first 7 HOURS of my shift#and the craziest thing is that like. 5 people died during my shift. FIVE.#(all not unexpected and not needing to be coded but still. that is. not normal.)#and i come in to hand off. and the doc i hand off to is like#'yeah the most i've ever had die on one of my shifts is 8'#like bro are you trying to ONE UP ME?! on THIS?#medical tw#i was really lucky. the charge and the two floats were STELLAR. i sincerely dont know what i would have done without them#there were many other difficult things on that shift that don't feel appropriate to share#anyway watch the pitt. its exceedingly medically accurate. all my ER friends love it
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me watching a next to normal bootleg 10 years ago: huh well. that's sad she had trauma. couldn't be me tho
me 8 years later:

#NOT gonna mention that time i watched silver linings playbook with my dad#(NOT knowing what bd is. cause you know. media stigma. family denial. etc)#and him going HA that's just like you! you wake up at night and run around and keep talking. lol.#LIKE WHAT. MY MAN.#A. i have yet to beat a man for cheating on my wife. B. DON'T categorize me in a movie with JENNIFER LAWRENCE IN IT. BLEUGH 🤮#also side note c. both robert de niro in that movie and my real life dad. the ocd allegations were not being dismissed any time soon#just saying#PSS: perks. perks also changed me. in my mind.#404 not found
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